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[08 Oct 2009|08:20pm] |
hay yalllllllllllllllll
since i neva update this thing y'all should add me on facebook err sumthin
or twitta
do it
ok
bye
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[31 Mar 2009|01:00pm] |
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i just cannot bring myself to seriously write in this. maybe again one day soon but not now. too lazy too busy too ready for the end of the semester. i am staying in greensboro for the summer thank god. but uh anyway i always read my friends page so i am not completely dead on here soooo don't remove me. but you can add me on facebook
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[14 Jan 2009|03:21pm] |
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updating, i don't do it
the end
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| ooh girllll |
[16 Oct 2008|09:47am] |
i saw jack's mannequin in charlotte last night!!! holy shit. i have been to a lot of fucking shows but i can say with confidence that this was the best one i've ever been to, hands down. every part about it. the venue, the opening acts (eric hutchinson holy SHIT favorite opener i've ever seen), and of course... andrew! being tipsy only added to the already high level of absolute FABULOUSNESS!!!!! i was so fucking HYPED! he played well over an hour and a half, covered fucking KIDS by mgmt AND did cavanaugh park... holy shit. he played caves and i fucking lost it. ooooooooooo my gosh.
we went out back after the show was done and i was determined to see andrew this time because the past 2 times i've missed him. the asshole bouncer kept telling us he wasn't going to come out and we should just go home but he um was an ASSHOLE and we insisted to wait a while and we made friends with awesome people and finally andrew did come out!!! it was so glorious. and i could actually carry out a conversation! (i think the drinks helped with that) but god he was just so sweet and amazing and i just wanted to be in his presence all night. but alas we had to come back to greensboro and here i am now skipping my 9:30 class for the 2nd time this week. and i only have it 2 times a week. oops.
anyway, other than JM, life is really good. i went to the grassroots festival this past weekend which was fun. and the renaissance festival in charlotte the weekend before. i went to see new found glory/a day to remember the other week and met hayley williams, lawlalwlalalwl. that is basically it i think. idk. i love it up here, i hate going home. but i am this weekend because it's fall break and the fair is here!!!! yay. woooooooooo okay gg study before my test bye
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| i will give you this confession, i am taking you with me |
[23 Sep 2008|11:49am] |
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oh hello, it's been a while. i have been in the G for a month and i think i've finally fully adjusted to life here! as in, i have a basic day to day routine i'm used to now. wake up, classes, eat, chill out, hang with my peeps doing whatever, homework/study every once in a while ;) haha. but really. at one point i was getting to where i thought i might be partying too much/having too much fun. so i've chilled out with that. i actually had my first quizzes/exams today and i think i did pretty well so i mean it's all good. i'm not trying to spend my life studying really.
i saw straylight run last week, it was a really good show. i haven't listened to them really since their self-titled however long ago but they were definitely still awesome, even without michelle. this week, tomorrow actually, i believe i'm seeing breathe carolina/the morning of... i haven't ever really listened to breathe carolina, i just really enjoy tmo, but i'm excited. should be a fun show! i'm going home this weekend for the first time. i am going to eat some fucking steak.
ok, well, i have to go to my last class so peace outtttttttt!
ps - this song is absolutely perfect
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| yahh trick yaaaaaaahhhh |
[11 Sep 2008|01:28am] |
haaaaaay y'allllllllllll. i looove greensboro still! i feel like i've been here SO much longer than i have. in reality it's only been 3 weeks, but it feels like it's been over a month. it's so fucking crazy. i've been having so much fun though, i love my friends here.
hmm. what have i been up to. we went camping over labor day weekend (that was an experience - got locked in the park with no place to stay until the young democrats of UNC saved us!), hookah, saw Hit the Lights last week, Hooterssssss, dyed my hair!!, partied of course... and a bunch of other random day to day shenanigans. very good times. my classes are pretty easy but i'm already getting sick of them haha.
i'm going on the sketchiest adventure ever to charlotte, BY MYSELF, to see jack's mannequin in october. i don't have my car at school so i'm skipping my classes to get a 12PM greyhound bus there, walking/taking a cab to the venue, waiting, seeing the show, walking/taking a cab to the train station, and taking a 2AM train back to greensboro. yep, that's happening. only for you Andrew bb.
well thats it, time ferr sleeep byeeeeeeeeeeee
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[29 Aug 2008|05:00pm] |
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lulzy, when you go to college i guess you see who actually cares about keeping up with your life??? so that's cool, i mean it's whatever, i'm having fun so who really cares amirite?
anyway, my classes started this week and they're pretty easy so far so i'm glad about that. among less interesting things - i've been using the gym (climbed the rock wall twice!), yesterday i got my nose pierced and i love it, hookah tonight possibly?!, lovin' obama, camping this weekend!.... yep, ~luvin it~. my family has apparently been in a huge fight since i left so i told them i refuse to come home til they stop being bitches. ha.
did i mention how fucking goooooooooood the glass passenger is? seriously. so good.
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| luvsszzzz itzzzzzzzzz |
[23 Aug 2008|02:10am] |
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um i love greensboro?
since moving in yesterday morning i:
have driven/walked all over town and campus with new friends
hung out with old friends (mike thompson?!)
saw sullivan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (looove zach & brooks fer being amazing <33) and jonas sees in color tonight at greene st
met lots of new people and i can't remember anyones names, but it doesn't matter cuz everyone's so nice
aaaaaand...... yes. i am having such a blast already! classes start monday. oh goodness. yay.
i can't figure out the channels omg. i just wanna watch e!
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| dropping out into the so unknown. |
[21 Aug 2008|01:32am] |
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well! summer is pretty much over. i'm okay with that. it sucked, and with it's ending brings new & fun adventures~! what has even happened in the past couple of weeks? hmm. i went to some of shows - the mile after, conor oberst (and the ~mystic valley band~), the faint... all very good. i worked my last day at harris teeter nearly 2 weeks ago now! praise heathus! it was a beautiful day, that one. i took a beach trip with maddie the other day. beauuutiful. and yesterday i had some last hangouts with friends and packed n shit. today i finished packing and was SUPPOSED to hang out with scott but the fucker never called me back. typical. who gives a fuck.
i'll be in greensboro in less than 12 hours! i was starting to get a bit nervous but honestly i'm just really excited. and as disappointed i was to hear that the glass passenger leaked as early as it did, i'm so happy i have it now to accompany me in my transition. like, when i look back on this in a few years i'll have this album to associate with my memories of my first year of college. which is honestly the only reason i gave in and downloaded it. after i listened to it all day yesterday, i tried to keep myself from listening to it until the release date but honestly it's the only thing i feel like listening to right now. so fucking good. so so perfect.
but i should probs go to sleep now, i have to get up pretty early tomorrow. yay!
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| you are the earth beneath my feet, you are my gravity. |
[02 Aug 2008|12:45am] |
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okay, so, i feel like i should update on account of having so many new fronds. i love new fronds! praise be to heathus christ and tdk epicness for bringing us to each other.
i can't believe it's already august, holy shit. july seemed to go by extremely slow, but i'm still surprised that it's already august. time flies!!! i like that it's august though. july was mostly a really fucking awful month, but now it's over everything is better. i can officially say i am OVER my ~luv interest~ of the past like, 8 months, which was completely fucking useless. isn't it so empowering to say that and really mean it when you say it?! i move in at greensboro in less than 3 weeks, thank god. soo yeah.
i saw tilly&tw again last week and it topped any other time i've seen them! such a fucking dance party. then the avett brothers were the next night. they played for nearly 2 hours, goes without saying that it was absolutely amazing.
other goings on of my life lately: surprise b-day party for my mom (fam from NY came down!! good times), met my roommate (i think i mentioned that), shots (FUCKING GUARDISIL, FUCK IT), i spontaneously highlighted my hair one night last week, working... woo.
so uh, here are some pictures from myrtle because i never actually updated about it (it was rly fun), pictures are more fun anyway, and because i don't really want to go to bed because when i wake up i have to go to work. omg this is such a long post.
( moving on )
night, eljay.
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[12 Jun 2008|01:54pm] |
 CAN I GET A HELL YES i will have an awesome summer, and then i will say hello to UNC greensboro. i'm pumped! |
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[30 Apr 2008|08:35pm] |
i take a day to tell myself it's gonna end up fine. it's all part of some master plan, we're all a little lost inside. even if i run right now, swore you off, i'd still come back somehow... and here i am now.
life's weird! but good, i think. i will be finished with high school in a month or so, roughly, and i could not be more excited about it and heading off to greensboro! i voted last week in the early voting period for the may 6 primary! and prom is this saturday. uhh idk. lalalala i've lost complete interest in this whole online journal thing. byeeeeeeeeee
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[28 Mar 2008|02:39pm] |
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today was a bit of an awful week. i started to stress about my grades before the quarter ends and about other complete bullshit, such as like... prom. but everything has been taken care of and now it's spring break and it's beautiful outside and i am so excited! yay.
also, i got my acceptance package from fordham university yesterday! it a nice self-esteem booster after a blow from unc earlier in the month. i would love to go there, but at the same time, i don't. idk, i love it as a school, but i don't really want to go so far away. i can't explain it. and plus they only gave us like $8,000 in financial aid soo ya um no thanx.
so i am looking forward to good times over spring break. i think i'm gonna get my hair cut, like, short. actually, i KNOW i am, so uh.. woo
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| one thing i can tell you is you've got to be free |
[16 Mar 2008|08:28pm] |
so things are ~officially official, today i confirmed my plans to attend UNC Greensboro in the fall. after a rough week that included lots of sulking on my part, i've finally gotten over it accepted it for the most part (with help from some good friends <3) and i can honestly say i am excited to be up in greensboro in a few months time. i can't wait.
apart from some parts of this week being the most awful ever, other parts were quite nice. in a few words: free chick fil a on account of unc beating duke :), multiple coldstone trips with chelsea and amber, bubbles and coloring in the park, dinner with the vohwinkels!, the vohwinkel residence in general, and friday nights out with chelsea. why did it take me until the tail end of my senior year in high school to find really good, genuine friends?
so... i guess things are pretty ok. leaving for new york on wednesday night! that will be fun. uh idk what else. bye bye lj
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[12 Mar 2008|04:01pm] |
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i should be used to not getting things that i really want
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| before bed thoughts |
[04 Mar 2008|11:33pm] |
i am so happy. things are so good. i realize this at random times throughout the day, and i float carelessly for a while... of course, i come back down and stress about things, but i try to tell myself... it doesn't matter! don't stress. just do it and get it over with. i will be out of high school in 3 months. i have been accepted to every college i've applied to so far. i find myself soaking it all in while it lasts.... just simple things like walking through the hallways to my classes. it's weird, it'll all be so different next year. the familiarity and comfort will be all gone. i have to admit, as much as i hate high school right now, it was good to me. i'll miss it. anyway, back to what i was saying - when all of it is gone, high school i mean, i'll still have all of what's making me so happy right now, minus any sort of stress. it will be so nice, i think it's worth the wait. summer that is. i think that's what i seem to be describing here. 3 months isn't so long when you think about it. i could not ask for better people in my life right now, i can't even describe. i am just so happy, i hope it lasts. i feel like i'm finally getting what i deserve in most aspects of my life.
this was so fucking random, but i had one of those moments where i realize how good everything is, and i had to express it. yay. anyway, the national weather service bulletin just scared the fucking shit out of me, so now i'm going to hide under the covers. :''''(
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[14 Feb 2008|11:11pm] |
i would hate to be cliche, but if i'm being honest, i kind of really fucking hate valentine's day.
i think everything is kool otherwise.
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| love is speaking in code, it's an inside joke, love is coming home |
[07 Feb 2008|10:00pm] |
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fucking IJ works like shit, fuck that.
uhh. i think i might have said last week was the worst week ever, but i think this week was. let's see. it started out with my favorite band breaking up, which left me extremely scrambled, lost, confused, apathetic, upset... everything at once. i didn't know what else to do but sleep through it. i don't really want to talk about it anymore because i don't know how to, and every time i try, it just makes my head spin. so that's the end of that.
i don't really know what else made this week so bad. it just... was. i'm just ridiculously sick of high school and everything about it. honestly. there are only a few people i can stand to even be around anymore. i always wondered why some people i knew withdrew from their old friends & interests when they were seniors, but now i totally fuckin get it. i'm soo ready to get out. even the gorgeous weather couldn't save my mood this week, which is saying something. i'm just glad it's almost over and i have friday and saturday to myself aka i don't have to work. i need it.
also, UNC played like shit last night... fuck dook. seriously. can't fucking stand them.
anyway, i got sum peek-tures
i just remembered why i never post pictures on livejournal, IT TAKES TOO FUCKING LONG
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[03 Feb 2008|08:41pm] |
it just feels good to know that i'm finally in a place where, no matter what happens mid-march, i'll be happy. it's nice. comfortable.
the super bowl is pretty epic. i'll be honest.
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[27 Jan 2008|11:32pm] |
i never fuckin update this what the fuck
i am officially in my LAST semester of high school, hell yes. offically accepted at APP STATE, UNC GREENSBORO, and EAST CAROLINA. still haven't finished UNC WILMINGTON's application because i really do not care. app state has unexpectedly become a big possibility if UNC isn't. but whatever, i kind of stopped expecting to get in... basically i faced reality. IDGAF. (that's a lie.)
umm, it's really cold and i don't like it, i'm sick but i went to see farewell anyway tonight, why does my manager think she can get away with working me 20 hours a week, i never sleep anymore, life is pretty boring, I HATE HIGH SCHOOL, bye.
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